Summer’s Gone

Fading leaves,
leaving means,
Christmas pain
and pain stains.

Depressed mess
Hurting hopelessness.
Why did I leave?!
Why am I here?

How could I, 
How should I,
What would I,
Be but this?

A faker
with the "fake
it till you
make it" line.

But everyone knows,
Everyone sees, 
That I'm a mess
And that's just me.

 

Sunshine

Your face

Radiates

Sunshine

My day is brightened

My heart is beating

Seeing your smile

Makes me come undone.

Where does this sunshine lead?

How can I get there?

Your heart is like mine

And I’m lost for words

Because you make my heart beat

And your shine stains my mind.

Love & I don’t Mix…

Repentance mixed with
"This is how it is!"
My heart meet yours,
and we're back to where we were.

You can't stay still in this.
Your heart runs while mine grows.
A deer and a stone.
That's the difference.

We were perfect for eachother.
When you layed with me,
But to be near me,
causes you to not be free.

Allow me to say it is over,
Because this sky is fading,
And my life will last forever.
But when fall comes, there's a price on your head. 

Love is lost.
Love was never known. 
What is closeness, 
but warmth & emotion?

Empty

A Texas Sky
An empty night
I want to fly
Let me go right?

Holding on to 
Empty memory
Staying in through
the night, stormy.

Wind, rain, hail, gales,
Late hours empties
Today's hatred
Your boots need tread.

Mud muck, mire, f*ck,
empty longing!
Haughty searching!
Dirty living.

When you're empty
That's all you see
For you can't see
Because you're empty.

Legislate Against Heartbreak

If I understood love
I'd sing & write for the Gov.
Telling them how to legislate
Against Heartbreak

For love has left many
And may mourn for plenty
Lost love is a terrible sickness
That many won't admit. 

A tree growing in a sea,
A roof for the sky, 
A limit on infinity,
A love I tried to make mine,

Nakedness is not the solution
To filling the emptiness
That is from all the pollution
Of a pretend hallow bliss.

Intimacy is more than you and me. 
Sex isn't measured by its effects.
Love is emptied of the power from above.
Heartache ensues as you drag my heart with a rake.

My Heart’s Nerve

Hips, curves, nerves,
She makes my heart disturbed.
The way she talks,
How she walks.

It all pierces me through,
My heart is held together with glue.
Be mine? Has lead you 
& many to sue.

Sharing a bed
Before we wed
Was death to the love
That held us from above.

For I used you 
And you used me too
And use just won't do...

For nakedness, isn't glue,
And sex won't save you. 
Love is more than a woman
And Love is more than I'll ever understand.

City Living

What's the point of Breakfast?
When you spend your life at a desk?
Why do I rely on Coffee?
Do I really need to be awake?

This is the problem of employers,
They don't seem to work
With baselines so low
Why do I even go to work?

Get up, go, get a coffee 
Start the day
Waste my time
Go to a bar, drink untill the dulness dies.

Resurrection as a headache
The dulness is reborn
As I awake to another day
In the life of the grind.

Where is the land I was raised on?
What is my purpose here?
I need to get back in touch,
With the land that grew my beer.

Empty F*ck

Waking up with Headaches, heartbreak, hangovers.
Why do we always seem to do this over & over?
What is the point of filling this emptiness?
Where can we run & find pure bliss?

Hangover leads to a sleepover
My mom is pissed.
She can't believe,
I'm your b!tch.

But b!tch I'll be
till she can see
That she raised me.

F*ck you, F*ck this
Will my pussy ever be a fix?
Ill flaunt it around
& give any guy I've ground
A chance to throw me around
As long as he doesn't throw me down. 

Drugs? Now thanks; I'm not a hooker
That'll get stoned, & be a cook here
I'm respectable trust me,
I just can't feel love, & that's me. 

*Written by a friend

Mirabelle

Oh precious daughter of the King,
Of you men, gaze, talk, and sing
Mirabelle, words can’t tell
The story of your beauty well

I am left to hope, and say,
You have a piece of my heart
You forever have a spot in my mind,
And my memory will forever hold you close.

You who are the most gorgeous,
Breath taking woman I have ever met,
It was love at first site and
I’ll never forget you, oh Mirabelle.

For those moments we had,
We were so far beyond a mere fad,
My heart was pounding and glad,
As Love you and I add

The heart thunders
As space can not contain
My love for you
Oh fairest of them all.

You’re the greatest of all the women
Most abundant your beauty
Totally given is your love
Through your entire body

As you lead me to your sanctuary
You draw me to your bridal chamber
As we are to be wed, I say
“With you steadfast I’ll be,
All are not, compared to you my love
Let me live in your love,
Will my spouse you be?”

You simply say, “Thank you my love,
But ephemeral, I am, and will always be,
For I am aimed eternal, and my existence
Is not of this world. Cling to what is above”

Lynette

Fire, dire, higher
Yearning, burning, turning,
Lynette, you ignite my mind,
While you and I are intertwined

You who are little,
And beautiful,
Who hide,
Without pride

Chimes ring,
Bees still sting,
As life holds
The future unfolds

You and I Lynette are meant
For more than cement
Stuck to you, and holding to me
We will be, making love ever anew.

For our personalities mix
And something like this won’t need a fix
As we love, we sing
And bells perpetually ring

For we are meant for more
This is what future has in store
Eternity of bliss
In a perpetual kiss

The lovers embrace!
Why run a race?
For it would lead me to you,
And with you I will stay.

But you run, and say,
“My lover my dear,
We can’t remain here,
For eternity calls
And this is not a permanent home
So I have to go”
And winter snows.

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